Spaz...I lost a friend today..A friend that I never thought I'd missBut now that he's gone..I feel as if I need himAs if I've lost a loved one..But I never thought I had those feelings for himIt always takes the loss of a person to truly show you..what exactly they meant ot you..and how they helped you see things clearly..And now I sit here..wondering what it is that I did wrongwhat I did to make you go away..I never thtought I'd cryI never thought it would hurt...to lose somebody like you..
Change is PainTimes of changeTimes of painThey both are the sameChange makes painAnd pain equals changeThey both are one in the sameThey both make you hurtBut in the end..They're what make you stronger
Fading SmilesI sit here and look at youWith that smile upon my faceBut than you catch me and my smile slowly fades..It's not to often that you will se me with a smileOnly when I see youEven though we aren't what we used to heIf only I could go back in timeFigure out what I did wrongTry to fix it so my heart won't be so brokenAnd than that smile won't fade when you look at me..
I love you..I'm sorry I made you madI'm sorry I made you the way you areI'm sorry we can't just be friendsCause I'll always be wanting moreI guess I can't help itYou gave me everything I wantedAnd it's hard to say..but..I love you...
ShitHow can I help you to make me feel more like shit?You're already doing a good enough job..But if you'd you like some help..you can just askI should be used to this feelingI get it all the timeBut it always hurts to know that it's you doing itI trusted you..but you turned your back...So I'd like some help on how to say good-bye..
2 yearsShe's walking aroundShe can't seem to get awayShe falls to the groundShe rips and tearsShe cries and she hides from her fearsShe's lonely, she wants itShe's dying, she needs itShe's crying, she feels itEverything's out of placeEverything's on the groundEverything's all around2 years she's waitedShe's lonely, she wants itShe's dying, she needs itShe's crying, she feels it2 years it has takenFor her to really trust you2 years it's beenAnd it's still not okayYou promised her it would get betterIt's not realShe sees the past everydayIt's all aroundShe's lonely, she wants itShe's dying, she needs itShe's crying, she feels itI still feel itAnd now I'm just sitting hereI love you.Can you feel my fears?And can you see my tears?And can you see my scars?They tell me that I still rememberAnd I know I'm getting betterAnd I know that I will forgetBut it will never be the same...
On The VergeI'm on the verge of losing gripI wonder how close I can getI cannot take much more of thisToo much happens that cannot be fixedYou only have on elife to liveSo let us cut it shortAnd end it Now..
Look it's a happy oneI've never felt this way beforeNever heard the words you saidYou made me feel these feelingsBut I hope they stay awhileEverytime I hear your nameEverytime I hear your voiceIt all just gives me tinglesAs I think of you and I
Thoughts of YouI'm sitting here with thoughts of youThey're killing me slowlyCause now you feel differentBut I feel the sameHow could it all change over night?It once was goodBut now it's goneIt left so fastI was left alone int he dustAll aloneAnd dying so slowlyFrom the thoughts of you